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Friday, August 31, 2007

we learn as we grow.

random stuff: it's about how we want to make our lives beautiful, not fate which decides our future.

it's really fascinating when you realised how great your life has changed while you are exchanging words with your friends and a good conversation is really ideal. somehow people change for the better whenever they are out of the comfort zone, especially for me.

well, just now i went back to andss with my old friends. played soccer in the afternoon though i was wearing slippers and it was damn hot out there and yet i played barefoot. i just wanted to join in for the sake of being with my friends and not because i really wanted to play badly. didn't take the matches seriously because i wasn't wearing proper shoes which could have saved me from suffering from abrasion on my foot.

went to mac after soccer with zhikai, weide and dean. had a good sharing session with them and we tried to do some catching up. yeaps. shared with them about my past experiences in school and the secrets which i haven't told anyone about. somehow it feels better. and i don't seem to be kept in the dark anymore. talked lots of other stuff, eg. musings in sec school, future prospects and also what we learnt so far. quite aplenty of stuff (though mainly was of economics content. lol)

i really agree to the fact that choices have brought fate upon us. we chose anderson sec even though we could have gone to other schools. i would not have been close to them if i didn't know dean through sjab. and i would have been rotting perhaps if i didn't choose to be close with weide and maybe i won't be that close with them. that's also a form of choice. somehow all these choices i have mentioned are positive ones.

But there are also some negative choices that i have made. i realised that i should have persevered. i could have done lots of things had i chosen to do things on my own initiative. i could not have been in jj if i had made the right choice. though there are lots of regrets, however, all these choices have made me grow up into a better person. as what zhikai has said, it is hard to make good friends in jc because of the fact that we are exposed to people of different backgrounds and we have to learn to adapt to that alien culture of the school. everyone seems so fake actually, and only real friends know how they feel. and i learnt lots of stuff when i come to jj, because i compared my school with others and found that there's a lot of differences in terms of culture and emphasis on some aspects such as academics and discipline. and at the same time, i have learnt to appreciate andss more within these 2 years.

it's ironic to find having yourself liking the school only after when you have left. you won't appreciate things until you are being deprived from owning them.

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sakae

random stuff: so full after meal.

went to rivervale plaza with vic, kenny and weichuen for sakae sushi dinner buffet... a reunion dinner for 113!

pathetic amount of noodles. 12 strands ONLY

it's gonna be messy (hey it ain't carl's junior!)

mochi peach!

can you resist it? (btw vic ate until his mouth was full of white foam. hahah)
which is my stack?so this is what we have eaten
wei chuen trying to be funny

group 113 photo

and an exclusive glimpse of weichuen's spastic act. lol.


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Monday, August 27, 2007

"first" day of school

random stuff: WHY NO STUDY BREAK?

urgh. this is crap.
why no study break? i rather do self study as compared to attending school. yawns.

today's nothing great. not much of speciality. but what i can say is i am glad to be released early today! though my class had scoldings for GP because our test results can compare with the test results which we first received when we stepped into jj. that's utterly crap.

yawns.

我好想好想飞
逃离这个疯狂世界
那么多苦那么多累
那么多莫名的泪水
我好想好想飞
逃离这个疯狂的世界
如果是你发现了我
也别将我挽回...

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Sunday, August 26, 2007

school tomorrow!!!

random stuff: yay SCHOOL tomorrow. GIVE ME A WARM WELCOME! 

Said I´d move on and I’d leave it alone
But before I walk out there is something that I need you to know
I got lost in the blink of an eye
And I could never get back, no I never got back …

You were not there when I wanted to say
That you were everything right
And it wasn’t you who need to change
Now I gotta go it alone
But I will never give up, no I’ll never give up.

What am I fighting for?
There must be something more
For all these words I sing
Do you feel anything?

Said “I’m ok”, but I know how to lie
You were all that I had
You were delicate and hard to find
Got lost in the back of my mind
And I could never get back, no I never got back

You were not there when I needed to say
I hit the bottom so fast
That my head was spinning ‘round for days
Now I gotta go it alone
But I will never give up…
No I’ll never give up…

What am I fighting for?
There must be something more
For all these words I sing
Do you feel anything?

What am I fighting for?

What am I fighting for?

Never give up….. on this
Never give up…. Up on this
Never give up…. On this
Never give uuuuuuuuuuuuuuup on this

Said “I’m ok” but I know how to lie
I will never give up, no I’ll never give up

What am I fighting for?
There must be something more
For all these words I sing
Do you feel anything?

What am I fighting for?
No, I’m never gonna give up, give up

What am I fighting for?
No, I’m never gonna give up, give up

Said that I’d fight for the one that I found
I’m gonna stay here while I wait for you to come around
I’ll fight, you’re a part of me now
And I WILL NEVER GIVE UP, NO I’ll NEVER GIVE UP!!!!


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Saturday, August 25, 2007

back for updates!

random stuff: one fast week just went past.

yes, i am back. after a week's mc for my sore eyes. it's getting better thankfully (: and it's also a BORING week, having being stuck within amk central for SIX days. it kills seriously. i miss school. i miss my friends. i miss her, especially when the last post i made was all about her.

well, guess i shouldn't mention how i suffered such a major blow. and THANKS ZP FOR REMINDING THAT I AM CURSED -.- nonsense, that was just some coincidence.

heh. never mind about that. i finally got my FREEDOM TODAY! went mugging with lionel at rivervale plaza's KFC initially until we got chased because of a birthday party to be held there. forced to go WHITE SANDS (because punggol doesnt have much stuff, let alone MACS!). walked around in the end, never studied much there. but something interesting came across when we visited the toilet.

well, while i was doing my business, the cleric manager was arguing with the worker about HOW MUCH IT COSTS when there's someone smoking in the cubicle and litter his ciggy into the bowl. best still... the manager talked to her in ENGLISH when she cant even understand! amusing? back to the toilet business. guess what's the opportunity cost...

hmmm?

well... answer is below!

(points to the red one)

i wonder. why SO EXPENSIVE? was he exaggerating? $10 for every occasion when someone smokes inside the cubicle? huh?

and some more this problem occurs for 3rd, 4th and 5th toilets especially according to the manager. and as i was about to leave the toilet, i overheard another cleaner shouting for help because one toilet bowl BROKE APART in the ladies. OMGWTFBBQ?

speechless. lets applause!

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Friday, August 17, 2007

she's a nice gal (:

random stuff: i wanna know her!

You’re the sweetest girl I ever met
Beautiful eyes like a rising sunset
A face as stunning as an angels glow
Her elegant heart as pure as her soul
A smile that could cheer up a sad man
Gentle hands there to help you stand
Angelic feathers fall whenever she goes
She’s a holy angel that has sweet lips
Long hair shining like the moon light
Her voice displays rhythm and might
A body that has committed no crimes
Reminisces of the sad and happy times
Never lets the world around get her down
She never lets her a smile turn into a frown
She might not be the greatest girl out there yet
But she still remains the sweetest girl I ever met

inner beauty + outer beauty = FANTASTIC!
she did something that i couldn't imagine. upon seeing an old lady walking in the rain and carrying some stuff, she ran and helped her, no matter how heavy the rain was. i was impressed simply.

she's just my type of gal. she's like an angel. it's not infatuation now. i am really interested in her. omg!

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Thursday, August 16, 2007

random stuff: simply too tired.

slept at around 10.30pm last night, too tired to be online that i just slept in front of the laptop. lol.

went to eat with kenny and vic @ bedok. chee kway's nice! and we finished all the food within 5 mins, inclusive of the chicken rice.


cheekway


chicken rice, where is my chicken?



here it is! hahaha



all gone!

went home after dinner. yawns. side note: MAN U DRAW AGAIN!

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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

national day video

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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

masks.

random stuff: school is full of masked people.

Now I see
you have another face for everyone
your true nature is hidden behind a mask

Your whole life is a performance
without honesty,
without any real emotion...
Lies, betrayals, twisted stories
Everybody plays their parts

I hate whispers.
Too many things were said behind my back,
too many disappointments,
too many fake smiles.

Your words are empty.
You're able to shift into another person
I have fallen so deep into your fake world
And now,
I'm afraid to see what's behind a mask.

indeed, life in college is too short to find true friends. everyone's putting on a mask.
tomorrow's class photo shall show 22 peeps in mask!

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Monday, August 13, 2007

7th month.

random stuff: everyone's getting superstitious this month. the opening of the hell gates.

i didn't realise that today's the 1st day of the 7th month on the lunar calendar until kenny told me just now! no wonder so many peeps are burning joss papers and praying to god. it's the opening of hell gates, also known as hungry ghost festival. and i found that today's rather unusual somehow or rather.

  • when i was on my way to school on svc 852, the bus driver wasn't paying much attention when driving and the bus NEARLY turned into the expressway towards jurong. woah. if it really did i guessed those hci/nj/nygh peeps will confront him (40% of the passengers on board are students).
  • while taking 157 to school, i saw one DD in front (sv 174) trying to crawl off from the 1st lane to the 3rd lane so as to turn into jurong road. however, the bus seemed to be stalled while turning and it took the driver 10 seconds just to restart the engine. these 10 seconds caused obstruction of bt batok road because the bus occupied the 3 lanes -.-
  • somehow or rather, i have spent $12 in total for today =\ didn't know why, except that i spent $5 on katong laksa today when eating with kenny.
  • vic's acting strange today. he refused to pick up the 10 plus calls that i gave him. and some mysterious gal called me to play a prank on me and i gave a double shot back when kris helped me to scare her off. heh. hope she got terrified! she deserves it!
word of caution: don't anyhow take photos of night scenes at night! and go home early! hahahah!

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Sunday, August 12, 2007

离开地球表面 Jump!


Title: 离开地球表面 Jump!
Artist: 五月天

got to know about this album only yesterday. lol. it seems like mayday's trying to release only a few new songs every year and other songs are either recorded during live concerts or remixed. but somehow there's something special in this album in a way that there's one techno version of their songs. (normally they don't include techno remixes in their songs)

and it's a fresh feeling for me to listen to chinese songs again! lol

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ninety-nine

random stuff: just realised our days are numbered. significantly.

today's rather a 'hectic' day for me, since i went out early in the morning... and just got back home.

went out at 7.45am in the morning to meet up with vic at bpp mac to transfer some music files. took me about 40 mins just to transfer 20 files. yawns. in the meantime i saw a full fleet of hinos roaming about on 184. whoa what a sight. no bendies. no mercs. lol.

then rushed down to city hall on 700 from the int at 9.30am. supposedly meeting sebas and lionel at 10am @ city hall but turned out that everyone was late! heh. studied at the same spot till 1.30 and went to have our lunch at kopitiam. chatted a lot until i reminded sebas that he's gotta meet up with his gf at 2.30 supposedly. and he dared to tell me he almost forgot! he called his gf immediately and realised that she also forgot too! what a compatible couple eh? so they decided to meet at 4 plus and in the meantime we just roamed about in town and tried to recall all the concepts that we have revised just now.

soon we walked into SMU and came across a gallery showcasting artworks from NYGH. not bad i dare say. even showed some photos of punggol. (OH YA NOW I RECALL THE HAUNTED HOUSE IS CALLED MATILDA HOUSE!) walked to the cathay later and walked through every corner of the building before 'invading' PS and we played 4 rounds of 'spot the difference' game in the arcade. heh. it seems as if we ain't worried about the fact that we are graduating from school after 99 days! sebas left after playing to find his gf; lionel went home and i stayed around and roamed everywhere because i didn't feel like going home.

got bored after roaming about, so i went to granny's house to watch tv before coming home. heh.

now i find my posts are rather mundane. guessed i just need a camera to cure my itch.

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Saturday, August 11, 2007

back to west coast (:

random stuff: use IE and try to figure out why i encourage you guys to use firefox!

pool day today with jsian. it has been a long time since i last met up with him at hougang in may i think. (though we keep on crapping on msn)

met him at my house area in the morning and took 165 down to clementi. walked to west coast to play pool as usual (and it seems like i keep playing with different peeps all the time!). and along the way we chatted all sorts of stuff.

time for pool! and initially jsian took the billard cues to play. whoa luckily i found it out and immediately changed them. i hated those cues somehow or rather, because of the incident at hougang. urgh. played 10 rounds. let me recall... out of 10 rounds i have won 6 while jsian won 4. shouldnt have lost 2 games because of the fact that i did a mistake by hitting the black ball in while trying to attempt jump shots. heh. and we tried beating each other by more than 5 balls. lol. in the end i think we only won each other by 5 balls for 2 rounds perhaps. not bad considering the fact that we took about 10 mins on average to complete the games.
and it's rather fascinating to think that there's a curse on all solid balls that we played today because they can't seem to enter the holes smoothly. heh.

went to botak jones after pool to have our lunch (my 2nd time there for this week). introduced jsian to the fish and chips and we only waited for like 10 mins before we were served (it takes 20 mins on average at clementi and ONE HOUR at amk!) and it seems that today's the first time in countless days that i couldnt finish my meal! same for jsian. guessed today's serving was so filling; the fries were a plenty and it was as if there were free flow of fries available!

after lunch, jsian headed to parkway to play pool AGAIN (he seems like a pool-addict eh?) while i headed towards queenstown to study! studied math today again and yay! i have finished 2004 A level exam questions! (: what a sense of achievement eh?

time to mug again tmr! oh no do i sound like a mugging addict now?

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sick of it.

random stuff: drown me in the sea of school work. drown me. come on.

urgh. damn guilty for not studying yesterday at all. surprisingly this feeling of guilt didn't come across me until yesterday. -.-

went to meet up with zh and john at orchard at 3.30pm. walked down all the way to cine and chatted along. bought rush hour 3 movie tix before having lunch at ljs (btw it was already damn late for lunch).

then went to apple showroom and walked around. messed around with the imac in the showroom and tried to translate various sentences (which were so "accurate"). cris arrived and the moment she stepped into the showroom, she played one of the games in the imac. it's some kind of problem solving game by moving the marble around. she played for 11 levels for beginner and 1 level for intermediate. gave up the 2nd level due to the shortage of time.

went on to meet eunice and yh and went to cinema hall 4. show started at about 5.45pm and we reached there just in time. the movie was kinda funny, especially when tucker told jackie that they are brothers and jackie replied him "if i were your bro, doesn't that make me a half-black?". lol. anyway shall not mention the story plot here. just go watch ;)

had dinner and headed home. and as usual, dad kept the modem adaptor away because i came home late -.-

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Friday, August 10, 2007

productive day

random stuff: i studied math for the whole morning and afternoon. unbelievable!

met up with lionel and sebas in the morning ytd at bugis and went to the coffee bean @ plaza by the park to study for math. i was so distracted that i did their paper more instead of doing my own work more! lol. studied till 3 plus and we went to sunshine plaza to have our lunch.

we had wanton mee for lunch. not bad, because lionel doesnt eat fried wanton and he gave us. heh. and we chatted a lot along the way to bugis junction about lots of stuff. yeaps. left at 5 when sebas' gf arrived to meet him. lionel and i were walking behind him to have a glance of his gf. lol.

went on to meet vic at raffles hotel before going on to hbf food centre to meet up with jack, zp and drc. had a ride on a chery QQ with drc's driving skills. apparently the way it accelerates sounds like a mk III, and the aircon was still not bad afterall, except that it was a bit packed due to the fact that it's only an 800 cc car. marina way area was extremely crowded when we went there, so we parked the car at marina south pier and walked all the way to marina way to watch fireworks. the fireworks show lasted 4 mins plus, but too bad i didn't have a camera with me =\

after fireworks, went back to marina south pier, but this time our luck got better. we took 402 all the way down and saw lots of cars jamming up on the opposite side of the road (towards city). vic remained on the bus to get back to shenton way while we made our way down to jln kayu on the chery QQ. ate pratas and went home soon after.

not gonna meet for study with sebas & lionel because sebas had extra lessons. still thinking of what to do before 3.30pm =\

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Thursday, August 9, 2007

nights out

random stuff: sorry for introducing some lousy places to you guys.

somehow the school expected not many peeps to turn up yesterday. heh. J2s were asked to go to LT5 for concert and it had a capacity of 600, out of which 100 are reserved for the staff. so i guessed the school only expected 500 J2s at most to come to school. lol.

the concert was somewhat nice. actually it's only a few videos. the bikila video featuring john was so funny, macham like clown. lol. but quite nice la. had leaders' meeting after that because the chers wanted us to tell the superstar tickets. omg. i doubt i can even sell one la. most of my friends live in the east, and they wont give a damn about it.

took kacang puteh, kueh lapis, powered candy and keropok along with me when going out of school to take a bus back to andss. was rather fucked up when fred refused to tell me where he was, so i just screamed at him and hung up the call. went lionel's house to have lunch and slack. szehan and sebas came down, and we played cards until 5.30. and since seehao says he's gonna be late, we slacked and talked about our school life. didnt know that "esther" was so "caring" that she went around to give her speech to every class during cirriculum time. she even asked each student what course they wanted and showed them the grades required to enter. and asked them what their current grades are (it's sort of giving a "wake up your idea" call in a negative manner) and the most funny part is... she emphasised that EVEN TPJC students came to MJ just to buy the notes when mj students themselves cant be bothered to. LOL. but no point right? best part is... since MOE asked her not to expel so many peeps, then instead of expelling students, she SUSPENDS students just because they had poor results. omg. sebas was getting lousy results and he told his mum to be prepared. woah seems like everyone in the J2 cohort there got freaked out. and "esther" even told them that 5 hours of sleep is enough if you want to achieve good results. WTF? this routine of life is tantamount to a life of a living dead.

can die man seriously. but it seemed that it's the way how mj produces results. how i wished chairman k can be a clairvoyant person and focus more on academics instead of character development. seriously, why the heck would you want to spend so much time purely on character development when we are going to stay there for only like 2 years?

then went to play pool at hougang plaza with lionel, sebas and seehao. urgh sucks. 8 feet pool really stinks, no mood to play either. so i just rammed the balls around and EVEN THE BALL WAS CHIPPED OFF. fuck. never will i ever go hougang again.

I SHALL GO BACK TO WEST COAST!


then had dinner at ajisen with lionel and sebas. seehao went home. had volcano ramen. was stated as damn spicy but it seemed that it's a no kick to me. food is nice though. (no photos because zh took back his cam for the time being). chatted a lot and then went off. i went to meet up with nelson and talked lots of cock at amk hub, from his navy and mj life to my jj life and andss peeps. heh. talked until 11pm and went home.

cant blog until today because my dad took away the adaptor for the modem -.-

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Tuesday, August 7, 2007

shocked.

random stuff: expect me to do more of such stuff in future. you forced me to.

happy 18th birthday to chris and kris. yupp. (:

it's such a coincidence that the names of the birthday boys rhyme!

anyway wasnt quite pleased with some peeps. yea... don't wish to say out who. i just walked off from them after telling them to do self-reflections of what they had done and they denied doing anything wrong which had made someone quite pissed off. i want to show that i am not easily pacified. i aint someone for you to insult. i aint someone who insults my own friends together with others. u dont see me criticising my true friends who have helped me in one way or another right?

and the best part is. i told them straight to the point that i ain't following them anywhere after school. true enough, i just went home, and planning to play pool later to vent my anger and frustration. urgh.

get pissed for all you want. i wont treat u like before anymore.

i hate being used. i hate being insulted. i hate peeps who insult my true friends.

and i hate tactless "friends"

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Monday, August 6, 2007

what kind of luck

random stuff: fuck it. kena stalked by a gay gangster wannabe

bloody hell. wat kind of luck is it. being approached by one gay who keeps on pestering for your number on msn. what a fucker.

i accept gays in society doesnt mean that i consent myself to be a gay. get it?

cant be blamed. one bishan park sec quality person. hopeless.

-----------------------------------

anyway someone asked me this particular question.

"will u feel lost when your friends do not treat you as good friends when you have treated them like one? "

thats for sure. if it were to be me i would hate myself. i hate myself because i have misunderstood the meaning of friendship. i have overestimated my "friends". they are betrayers and i will never forgive what they have done to me. i guessed that guy must have felt the same too, being dumped by his "good friends" alone. and that is seriously absurd the way his "good friends" behave.

don't worry. what are friends for? as long as you don't do something stupid, i will stand for you. though sometimes my actions may be overboard, but my moral and trust should never be in doubt.

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Sunday, August 5, 2007

artistic or erotic?


random stuff: mother nature made adam and eve, but things turned out to be more complicated.



came across this photograph. looks as if that mother nature can get dirty at times. whahaa

it's always interesting to read sigmund freud's theory of psychosexual development. freud advanced a theory of personality development that centered on the effects of the sexual pleasure drive on the individual psyche. at particular points in the developmental process, he claimed, a single body part is particularly sensitive to sexual, erotic stimulation. These erogenous zones are at the mouth, the anus, and the genital region. and during the latency period, children pour this repressed libidal energy into asexual pursuits such as school, athletics, and same-sex friendships. but when puberty strikes, and the genitals once again become a central focus of libidal energy. (now i finally understood why peeps in pri schools are scared of the opposite gender but are very close with them instead after graduating from pri schools. lol)

and his id, ego, superego theories sounds crazy but it makes damn lots of sense. say for example... a girl dreamt herself being trapped in between 2 buildings, and she was frightened. this could also be interpreted as being afraid of her own sexual personality, because the 2 buildings can be represented for her thighs and she was frightened of her missing (portion). interesting?

anyway go search for sigmund freud and his theories. damn interesting and funny, but logical too. i wonder if i can come up with such theories like him. quite fascinated.

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Saturday, August 4, 2007

bad pool day.

random stuff: vic's luck is damn good today. -.-||

wtf. cant stand peeps who win using sheer luck.

played pool with vic at our usual hangout for pool. played 10 rounds, and the result was 4:6. argh. though i win vic usually by more than 2 balls, but it's a bad day for me today still. vic won me 5 rounds with the black ball left on the table. maybe it's pure luck, argh.

and i was so noobish today for the fact that i gave chance to him for a free ball -.-

went to airport canteen 2 to have lunch. damn, i missed wild olives. we reached there just after the staff had closed their operations. they are always early to close shop. urgh. had fried kway teow in the end. mmmm.... pork oil flakes was nice! hahah. went home after that, supposedly to find jack they all for shopping and dinner but decided to take a rest at home. on the way, i passed by mj and saw their synthetic field under construction. that was the first time i saw construction of synthetic field in progress. lol. there's quite a huge lump of rubber bits and those soil were being dug out. no more botak field in mj! heh. heard from jx that the field was being sponsored by the MOE. urgh.

(wasnt fascinated about synthetic field because jj already has it and i hate the fact that students have to indebt it to SOMEONE.)

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Friday, August 3, 2007

our art

random stuff: spick and span

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gone amok

random stuff: flying chairs, tables, tissues, and ramming against pillars, doors and windows.

perhaps we were just too stressed, and the bunch of us just went crazy.

chem test was easy, but it's all about memory work (i suck at it). damn it. really stuck.

then kris started to become crazy. blew bubbles with his phlegm, licking tissue papers and throwing them around during chem tut. better still... broom fight with sj. rammed zs and me against the wall. and i wanted to taupok on kris and he retaliated. lol. then table and chair fight. damn hiong la. the rest of the class are quite pissed off with us, but we just fuck care. zs then ran off the class and kris chased after him until zs was cornered along the corridor. he was carried and almost thrown off the paraphet. sia la.

damn crazy stunts too. fell down when we saw elephant standing in front of us along the queue in the morning. heh.

anyway aft sch went to meet up with zp and joyride all over the place seeking for ELBOs. what a miss... one 187 was just in front of our bus just now. damn. went home via zoo. yawns.
then went out again to meet helmi. wtf he was 1 hour late!!! woah pro. expected actually. talked a lot of stuff and he bought his soccer stuff and went home once again. yawns.

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Thursday, August 2, 2007

god saves the day

random stuff: a nice thursday, with everything on my stride.

god's by my side today.

went to school this morning and saw her waiting for 157 at the bus stop. second consecutive day since i last saw her 20 days ago. lol. and she was sitting diagonally across me. woots. how i wished she could have been nearer to me, and i would have the guts to show her something and befriend her by now. argh wasted.

morning assembly time. saw dm standing at my class scolding the china scholar for his hair (but his hair aint longer than mine). omg. sneaked in from s13 and joined my class for assembly. had i reached any earlier, i would have been marked by dm. no wonder he was so free to catch people's hair; his class aint taking any exams today.

was sitting and sleeping away during mr leow's math lecture. first time for me to sleep. damn i guessed i was too tired to keep myself awake. i knew he was staring at me while i was sleeping, but he pretended not to see. *oops* had "ap/gp test" today. there's a reason for me to put inverted commas; test aint really a test. peeps discuss to do and then submit when mr leow isnt around. lol. the test was hard. the 1st question was a killer. damn.

went home. on the way my scania 157 "broke down". somehow the driver wanted to go home early or something and thus, he asked all passengers to alight before removing all the destos and fly the bus across PIE. not bad, i had my complementary ticket! woohoo!

tomorrow's inorganic test, and i aint confident in scoring for that test. hoping to score a pass though.

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Wednesday, August 1, 2007

living in absolute denial

random stuff: who says peeps from MI, poly, ITE and jc cant be good friends?

i can't accept. i was on the verge to forget her... and she popped out suddenly in front of me. standing beside me on the bus some more. and i have no guts to talk to her. i can't believe i have lost much of my self-esteem at that moment. went to sit behind the driver, and slept throughout pretending not to see her.

i woke up when the bus stopped at the bus stop near her school. i looked at her all the way from where she had alighted until i lost sight of her. infatuation seems to be acting on me again.

anyway went to meet up with mh after sch today. talked lots of cock and stuff. chatted from his NS life to my life in jc. so much to talk, but due to time constraints, i left lakeside at 2 to meet vic and chris. took 154 and went all the way until paya lebar when kenny told us to change plans. pro kia. met him on the train and we took all the way until dover mrt to catch chris' driver friend's bus. took 106 all the way to suntec and looped back to bukit batok. (oh no i find myself guilty for not studying!) then guess what...


omg. this goes to... erm zoo?

heh. met up with zp and had dinner at blk 156 bb market. as usual. hokkien mee + teh peng. went home soon after. so tired. and guilty.

roar

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