living in absolute denial

random stuff: who says peeps from MI, poly, ITE and jc cant be good friends?

i can't accept. i was on the verge to forget her... and she popped out suddenly in front of me. standing beside me on the bus some more. and i have no guts to talk to her. i can't believe i have lost much of my self-esteem at that moment. went to sit behind the driver, and slept throughout pretending not to see her.

i woke up when the bus stopped at the bus stop near her school. i looked at her all the way from where she had alighted until i lost sight of her. infatuation seems to be acting on me again.

anyway went to meet up with mh after sch today. talked lots of cock and stuff. chatted from his NS life to my life in jc. so much to talk, but due to time constraints, i left lakeside at 2 to meet vic and chris. took 154 and went all the way until paya lebar when kenny told us to change plans. pro kia. met him on the train and we took all the way until dover mrt to catch chris' driver friend's bus. took 106 all the way to suntec and looped back to bukit batok. (oh no i find myself guilty for not studying!) then guess what...


omg. this goes to... erm zoo?

heh. met up with zp and had dinner at blk 156 bb market. as usual. hokkien mee + teh peng. went home soon after. so tired. and guilty.

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