bye emo, hello pool.

random stuff: forget about my mid year results. the total marks for my 3H2 is just 102. fuck emo.

fuck off emo. i just wanna whack balls hard.

went off school at 2pm to find jared to play @ west coast. damn shiok. took turns to thrash each other. whee! though i won 4 out of 10 rounds, i felt quite contented, because at least i got victories. haha. guess jared underestimated me this time. heh.

after playing pool, went to botak jones to eat. had fish and chips. jared cant finish! wahaha. so thin already and yet don't want to eat more. heh


botak jones


vinegar! looks like a beer bottle!


my food

went to serangoon from clementi via 105 to jack's house to slack awhile. zp and vic also joined in too to slack. vic was trying to solve his acer problems still, and i showed him the pics that i took yesterday. it's really an eye-opener for him, since he didn't see how the acer laptop was being dismantled.

then went to toa payoh, to play pool AGAIN. this time with kiang and his cousin. kiang the pro, he trashed us with 3-6 balls each round. zuai already. lol. zhi kai (mf) came when i was about to leave, because i wanna catch the last bus home. so we simply exchanged numbers and left promptly. ran for 73 because it's the last bus home.

yawns. so tired. gotta go stadium later for one last time (:

one hundred

random stuff: acer is cheena!

tried to get myself away from emo by sleeping my time off in school at PD block.
but some peeps are still raking up the past. damn.

anyway the mystery of the found keys is still not uncovered. gonna try the keys tomorrow again.

went with zh to acer to replace motherboard this afternoon...


splitting up the parts of acer


all parts


the motherboard


keypad


ready to screw!


new motherboard; old one's spoilt


the core shell


bottom shell



the power adaptor and switch


fan


fixed!

pool tomorrow! monstercue! XD

i hate emo. fuck off.

random stuff: emo screws my life up.

on the verge of collapsing. for once, i feel like committing suicide, hiding myself away from embarrassment. so awful. so pathetic. so terrible. emo's driving me fucking crazy now.

thanks to emo, i screwed all my papers up. i don't think i should disclose what my results are like; they just suck and don't seem to reflect my results at all. i cant even concentrate while doing the papers. fuck emo. damn you. can you just stay away from me?

it's damn pathetic to see yourself being the only one who screwed everything up when others did well. and it's also worrying when you are scoring marks on the wrong side of the points system. my pride was stabbed, so hard that i felt as if i was gonna be dead.

i really felt that my jc life is being wasted away. i am doing subjects which i ain't interested in. i am suffering with all those subjects that i need to score. i am just feeling fucking terrible. dont complain if you got so many projects to do. I RATHER DO MORE PROJECTS AND STUFF THAT I AM INTERESTED IN THAN TO DO SO MUCH OF SHIT ACADEMIC STUFF WHICH I DON'T THINK IT'S USEFUL IN FUTURE. FUCK THOSE PEEPS WHO KEEP COMPLAINING THAT THEY HAVE TOO MUCH PROJECTS AND WHINE LIKE HELL. FUCK PEEPS WHO KEEP BACKSTABBING OTHERS. FUCK THOSE WHO ARE SO INDECISIVE AND END UP WHINING HERE AND THERE.

FUCK EVERYTHING THAT MAKES ME EMO. FUCK YOU ALL. PERIOD.

=D

random stuff: getting back on track; pool!

at least, something that cheers me up.

was emo since morning. almost blasted off today during econs. some fucktards are trying to piss me off. FUCKTARDS i repeat. you guys really suck to the core. go home and fuck yourself fucktards.

went to bt timah to meet up with kiang (my pri sch mate) after school. went to toa payoh for pool. at least that's something which really lifted my mood. finally i can get back to pool and get my shots right, but still got owned when kiang showed me all his tricks. haha. thanks for teaching me the correct techniques, i am finally hitting something! played for hours and by the time we finished, it was already 7. ate dinner and went home.

whack whack whack! thats the way =D

time to teach zp maths now at mac. tata for now.

term 3 day 1

random stuff: thanks zh for lending me your cam! ^_^

it's back to day 1 of school today. as usual, saw the usual peeps on the bus, and the usual jj spirit song just before the morning assembly. the usual ringings, the usual national anthem and college song. and finally, one bad news. 8 teachers will be going to be influenced by the propaganda in the college, and there's one new vp to replace mr owyong. some old lady, argh. i still prefer mr owyong. he's a nice vp and cares for the welfare of the students among the heads of the school. argh, why he zao?


class timetable

this term's timetable is a bit special, in a way that physics tutorials are being split up into 3 one-hour tutorials (guessed too many peeps fell asleep during 1.5 hour tutorials) today's lessons are almost similar like the past 2 terms, just that mr chng dismissed the class 20 minutes earlier today.

went to town to get my cover for ipod nano. the plastic bag was damn frickin big! looks like a bag too. hah. went to hg to find vic. apparently i was so fucking tired that i fell asleep on the bus and was in a daze when i alighted. i was rather unconscious and wasn't aware that i myself was throwing tantrums. realised that what i need was just food to fill up my stomach. went to kovan. vic took his shots, while i bought one packet of nasi lemak to eat. ate again at kfc, this time jack joined in too. went jack's house and ransacked around his place.


where's my whiskers?


the lost charm of tigger.



food again! =D


vic only finished up defragmenting his comp at 10.45pm. rushed home straight after. chiong-ing hw now. tata.

drill me.

random stuff: THANKS ar for submitting my name to participate in pool competition. -.-

sucks.
my pool skills really suck today. seems like the 6 months drought of playing solo pool has made my skills deteriorate a lot now. blehx.

saddening. think i will be chionging both pool and studies at the same time. argh.

7 july. 2 weeks more to improve on my skills. -.-

fucked up emo = fucemo

random stuff: cookie monster's feeling fucemo now.

fucked up. we could have won the damn race. damn the organisers. damn the rules. damn those peeps who never told us that we could design our own route and need not follow the sequence of checkpoints on the booklet.

fucked up. knn. the worst part is, we could have won the race. i could be the owner of the canon camera. i could have owned the bus and train models. i could have won $800 worth of goods. wasn't convinced at all. for once, the gang of 4 (wc, vic, kenny, me) were living in solitude, and blamed the organisers mainly. blehx. we are also unwilling to take photos with the winners (thou shaldn't name who, no point naming them and making me bearing grudges against them)

sigh. felt like playing pool, but in the end we landed up in the e-zone arcade playing ferrari racing and air hockey. rahhh. whacked the pucks damn hard until they keep flying off the table (: whack them hard! so hard until our muscles hurt in the end. vic felt like playing pool still, so we 4 went to clementi intending to play there and at the same time, eat at sumo house.

guessed i ate a total of 5 eggs today =x and didn't play pool in the end because we still have to wait for our turn to use the tables. went np, chatted and wandered around the school for like an hour before leaving. heard some whining sounds as if someone's fucking inside the school. lol.

still feeling fucemo.


breakfast


18



got milk?


emo

strategy

random stuff: thanks for those who showered care and concern for me :)

phew. luckily my swelling got smaller today. hope it disappears by tomorrow!

anyway whatever my mid year results come up, it's time for me to get on to studying when term starts. treasuring this upcoming weekend to slack. wahaha!

after my paper today, went to watch fantastic 4 with wh, tang, seah, alex. graphics are nice, but the storyline is kinda abrupt in a sense that the climax only lasted for one minute? and the duration of the movie is 1 hour 30 minutes. kinda short isn't it? ate at food court. and fuck, wh exposed my stuff. damn damn damn! stupid me for leaving tracks behind at his house because i forgot to log out from his comp. sickening.

walked with them to cut hair at the market area. talked a lot about stalkers etc. heh. and i called kenny and he told me to meet at hg one hour later. WTF, and so i rushed off down to hougang and met up with morgan and yk to pass them the books they ordered on the way. reached at 7 and still had to wait for vic and wc for like.. an hour?

wc led the way to long john and lots of stuff happened which i am so lazy to comment on =P.

anyway must chiong for tomorrow! $2000 waiting for us to grab!

EDIT: it takes me courage to look forward and never look back. thats why i deleted some contacts off my msn.

life is precious

random stuff: for once, i fear death.

woke up this morning, and felt some pain in my mouth. it wasn't ulcer. it was my tongue which was damn painful. i looked into the mirror, and i saw a lot of tiny hard lumps on my tongue, and the sides of my tongue were splitting up (for your info it wasn't the small tiny red lumps that most peeps have after eating some salty stuff too much; i had it before and this time it wasn't the same kind of lumps that i have now). i went WTF straight away, but didn't tell my mum about it because i don't want her to worry so much since she was already sick.

that wasn't the end. i had a fucking bad time eating my breakfast. damn painful. i can't even taste the bak zhang i was eating in the morning. all i felt was sharp pain on my tongue. ate one and decided not to eat already. went of to je library to study with wh mx and jj.

while i was studying there, suddenly i felt the lump was getting bigger, and part of my tongue seemed to be peeling off. worried, i went into the toilet and stared at the mirror for 10 minutes just to examine my tongue. the lumps swelled, and one of them was as big as a water droplet. fuck. and part of the flesh of my tongue seemed to be peeling off. there were white spots on the underside of my tongue, and also some greenish marks on the lumps. damn painful. tried to rinse my mouth plenty of times and hoping that the pain would be relieved. went out of the washroom later and pretended as normal. can't concentrate on my studies at all, because i had lots of thoughts in mind.

what if the lumps are cancerous? have i really lived enough? what if i die? what happens to my next of kins after that? have i done what i wanted to do? can god save me from this torture? help me. i don't want to live with regrets. i haven't seen the world enough. really. these lumps freaked me off the entire day, even though i tried to act normal today. tried to indulge myself into mugging without thinking about other stuff, but in the end i only covered 50% and it wasn't enough for me to pass even. maybe i should see a specialist asap if the lumps still don't disappear by sunday. hope it gets off by then. god bless.

used to be nosebleeds, and now it's my tongue giving me problems. sucks.

i just don't want to die. i admit i am afraid death. i am just not prepared.

wake me up!

random stuff: it's bad to get emo during exams.

sigh. bad day.

i screwed my chemistry mcq literally. it's like marking on a toto betting slip hoping for rewards to fall upon me. and it's almost the same as toto. in toto, you mark 6 digits hoping to get at least 3 correct so that you can win a prize. in today's case, i shaded 40 boxes just to hope at least 25 correct just to PASS. yuck.

and i don't know why, still. was emo during exams. and it really sucks, because i can't concentrate at all. and i emo-ed all the way until toa payoh when yt and wl cheered me up. zh came along to study as well at lib. vic dropped by to change back to his old phone. yeaps.

study study study, i want my results to come out well to pay off for my hard work.

and i miss yvonne lim (NY de) oops. where got la. lol. she's so different now as compared from the past. heh. and yt and wl tried to blackmail me -.-

Rooftops (A Liberal Broadcast)

random stuff: screaming my heart out. letting my heart out of misery.

Artist: Lostprophets
Album: Liberation Transmission (2006)
Song: Rooftops
Country: UK

When our time is up,
When our lives are done,
Will we say we've had our fun?

Will we make a mark,
This time.
Will we always say we tried.

Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we've got now,
Everybody scream your heart out.

All the love I've met,
I have no regrets,
If it all ends now,
I'm set.

Will we make our mark,
This time.
Will we always say we tried?

Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we've got now,
Everybody scream your heart out.

Standing on the rooftop,
Waiting till the bomb drops,
This is all we've got now,
Scream until your heart stops,
Never gonna regret,
Watching every sunset,
Listen to your heartbeat,
All the love that we've felt.

Standing on the rooftop,
Waiting till the bomb drops,
This is all we've got now,
Scream until your heart stops,
Never gonna regret,
Watching every sunset,
Listen to your heartbeat,
All the love that we've felt.

Scream your heart out.
Scream your heart out.
Scream your heart out.
Scream your...

Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we've got now,
Everybody scream your...

U make me sad.

random stuff. U make me so fucked up, no matter how many As i got this time. fuck U.

damn demoralised. and sad. i am now expecting U for maths. studied damn fucking hard, and yet i don't even think i can score more than 10 marks out of 100. fucking hell. and in the end i was so demoralised that i wrote this on the paper "who the fuck is the setter? THANKS for the wake up call that make me damn fucked up now."

though econs was a surprise package, which i think i can score for that paper, i am still pissed at myself. why am i so dumb for maths? damn extreme. the only times i failed to get A is always U and no other grades. what the fuck is wrong?

horrible.

perpetually yawning

random stuff: fuck all up. vectors and complex numbers ruining my life, together with nose bleeds. what's wrong with my body now?
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

the feeling's damn awful. sick of it. i want to sleep! but i can't, because i still got chapters more to go through. fuck.

zzz

random stuff: three words. just fuck it.

today isn't a good day after all. mr chng keep on staring at me like wtf. as if i can't do GP at all is it? it's not taiko that i scored a C for last term's GP la -.-

fuck it. 2 marks gone for vocab. i forgot the word "annihilate" in my head. just fuck it.

blehx. tomorrow's maths and econs. hectic!

the time is now.

random stuff: exams in 11 hours. hurdles ahead, i won't be pulled back by obstacles.

Today will be the day to start rising up and fighting back
And from this moment on we will live our lives
With open hearts and open eyes

targets for this round of common test.

GP - A
maths - A
chemistry - A
physics - C
econs - B

aint aiming too high for econs, because i have to focus much on my maths paper and it clashes on the same day as econs. grrr.

anyway the rule of compulsory possession of THREE working BLACK INK pens and MINIMUM of 0.7mm for each is ABSURD. dumb GP department.

today is a fubar day

random stuff: fucked up beyond all recognition. no day is as bad as today.

So take me back, back to better days
Cause this time between is wasting me away
So take me back, when we were not afraid
Cause this time between is wasting me away

Wasting me away, Waste away
So now we're running, we're running blind into the light
And we fall behind
We're running and wasting away with time.

damn. though today's a day with lots of consolation, i ain't in a good mood still. i am so dumb. i broke my camera's focus sensor. stupid me.

shouldn't have taken for granted, that i can hold my hands tight. my butter fingers gave way, and it slipped off the support and i didn't even secure the string onto my hand for once. have no one to blame but to fuck myself up. now i am going to be bankrupt. i need to fork out nearly $100 plus just to fix the problem. I AM CASH STRAPPED! sickening.

a nissan UD on 851, and exchanging phone with vic doesn't help much either. i got no coins to pay for the ticket on 851, and i exchanged phone with vic only because his phone rejects his SIM card. blehx.

sucks. a day to forget - today.

damn guilty.

random stuff: i cant deny the fact that i LOVE MY IPOD NANO A LOT!

i just feel so guilty. for not spending my time efficiently. brought all my books down to JE lib, but in the end never touched most of them at all. horrible. spent most of my time surfing the net, and bloody mh went to surf p0rn when i was unaware, WTF. somemore that laptop belongs to my friend. fuck you. i know you are damn deprived of gals during NS, but you should know where to do the right thing at the right timing yea? and somemore you still dare to use it facing the rest. fuck la.

anyway i was studying with zh and wh. mh only came at 5pm just to say hi to us and sat down a while. he was busily flirting with wh's classmate for 3 hours before he finally decided to find us. what the heck, so deprived during NS? zh was tempted to buy a mp3 player when he saw something on the laptop screen - creative STONE. $69, and quite stylish. he kept pondering about it and never studied much. in the end, we went to the creative sales just to accompany zh to buy a mp3 player, not creative stone but zen though - $55. it's $14 cheaper, and more economical for zh to buy it since his purpose is to have a simple display.

went imm and got my nano pouch for $10. bagman. the brand sounds wierd, but the logo is damn nice la. haha. went on to have ice kacang at bagus foodcourt, and bought a screen protector before going to cck to meet up with vic to return his laptop. went home via zoo.

and here are some of the musings of the day:
- lisa and xinyi walked around the library for 2 hours plus in their school uniform!
- one maid was forced by a RJ student to help her do survey for PW (damn lazy la that bitch)
- rejected mh's calls a lot of times
- new express service 188E starting from 25 june 2007
- i know how to use iTunes!

it's time to let go.

random stuff: just realised i have something to say, but you might not see it, and i guess i will still have to continue to write it. but don't worry, because most peeps don't know my blog address and they won't know whats going on.

things changed. i have to let things go by now. it's meaningless for me to cling on something that doesn't really benefit anyone in life, but instead inflict more harm. i have understood now. and i guess i gonna leave you for good, and maybe things will only work out for both of us this way (and maybe thats what you want too). it may seem to be a tragic end to our friendship, but i rather end a short-term friendship, over a long-term friendship which i might even kill myself if it ends.

i won't pursue this matter. i guess i should let nature decide for me how my life should be. you can find me annoying, stubborn, insensitive, childish, naive, or any other negative traits of my personality, but let me tell you. i have had enough of it. seriously speaking if you don't want to see me forever, i will. i know what you have in mind. i know why. it may be due to my part. i shouldn't have done it for whatever reason you could think of. it sucks to live on like this, when you are trying hard to avoid me at all costs and i try to mend this friendship between us still.

afterall, only a stubborn fool like me, will be able to tolerate your frustration and attitude. and times changed. you have made me realised something: i have lost a friend. a friend who was there for me to share my problems and console me. a friend who was there to wake me up when i was in crisis. a friend who used to give me advice for lots of stuff. she was there, brightening up my life while i was still able to see her in school. the good old days, i spent with her alone, looking at her bright smile brightened my day. and those days were the ones that i won't forget, because it's the peak of our friendship. everything seemed to go downhill later. and i admitted that i didn't cherish the friendship well when i should be, and always take it for granted.

it was when you were away, that i realised that i have fallen for you so deeply. it's so deep that i couldn't even swim to ashore, and i was going to drown. how foolish i was, to think that you would accept me. it turned out otherwise. you turned me away, and walked away. i couldn't help, but tears are being held in my eyes. i was about to shed my tears, but i told myself not to, because i thought it might be better just by maintaining a good friendship between you and me. we still chatted a lot through phone and msn. we still had dinner at the end of the day at times. but now i found myself having woken up from a dream. a dream that might never come true forever. i just want to treat you like a good friend, trying to shower you my care and concern, but you have treated me like a devil's advocate. you were always reluctantly giving me replies. and i know it. i ain't that dumb. i know what your mind was thinking about, "CAN THIS FUCKING BASTARD STOP PESTERING ME AND ANNOY ME?". i was being dumb, trying to salvage the friendship. i was being naive, thinking that we could still be having the same kind of friendship like the past.i haven't changed much at all. i am still the same old me. but i have realised, you are no longer the friend i knew in the past. what happened recently really convinced me. i have to go. vanishing from your sight.

i guess you should know this. the sooner the eagle flies the coop, the sooner the high-flying eagle livin' begins. though you also know it's scary to let go. it's just like holding on to a time bomb without knowing when it will explode. it's damn hard for me to let this go, but really, i don't wish harm to be inflicted on both of us and ended up having to suffer. you have your own commitments to attend to, and i have mine too. it was my mistake to tell you that i missed you damn lots last time, and i shouldn't have said so, even if i am facing that problem. because i know, you will feel guilty. you won't feel nice if someone is willing to do anything just for you. you won't want to carry the guilt forever. you don't want to be blamed for causing all the trouble. i know. i know you won't feel good at all.

for all i know, if there's any outings or whatsoever organised, i don't think i should go, even if i miss others lots and when i am free. because i know, the sight of me irks you so much that you want to kill me instantly. and i know it well, so i shouldn't let you feel hurt. and i guess, i will have to make this great sacrifice. by taking multiple steps back, and live in solitude. away from you. i can do everything for you like a shadow, just to ensure that you live happily ever.

i know you are in an emo-state recently, being pissed off so easily. i guess the main culprit is me, for causing you to have such a fiery temper and spamming vulgarities everywhere from blog to msn. and i just hope you could chill, and maybe just forget everything. forget everything literally. just do what you like. maybe it's the last day i am talking to you because i won't talk to you anymore since you find me so annoying. i shall not irritate you, nor pushing you to the limits. even if i see you on the roads coincidentally, i may not even greet you, since that's what you really want me to be - invisible to you.

163 days of friendship. i am not sure if things are going right for now. but i just feel that i should just let this sail away. don't worry about this being read by other peeps you know of. this blog isn't seen by distant peeps, only peeps that i am closer with. i am shedding this last bit of tears before i end this post.

sorry for all the trouble i have caused. sorry for all the misery that i inflicted on you. and thanks for being a friend for once. i will remember.

good luck for your future endeavours. and i will still support you for whatever you do. and if you want to tell me something, and by all means, feel free to do so. and i will reply if there's a need to.

I WANT TO GET INTO FSV!

random stuff: i just want to get a nice A level cert, apply scholarship, go overseas uni for FSV. or maybe MCM in NTU. it's all about HARD WORK

it's damn cool la. those stuff at the apple showroom at cine. the more i keep putting my eyes on those stuff, the greater desire for me wanting to enter fsv-related studies. DAMN.

*stares at the countdown counter* 138 days more to A levels. time is tickling now.

i realised, time flies damn fast afterall. before you know it, term 3's starting. and my mid years are just some days away. and i guess that's the time that i can't slack much. now i am still able to joke around and study at the same time, but by the time mid year is over, i gonna get my ass off my comfy and STUDY LIKE A MUGGER TOAD.

hope the same shit doesn't come again whenever i am mugging for major exams. i screwed my CL during sec 3 because of high fever; my O levels during sec 4 because of chicken pox; and also my H1CL last year which i nearly screwed up. i jolly well know it, and praying hard everyday that craps dont fall upon me and god bless. bless me that i have a smooth journey ahead. just let me cross this hurdle smoothly without building any last minute obstacles for me to tumble upon. i am really sick of it.


hope some stuff today gets me motivated to study. or rather, I MUST STUDY.

i want to sleep.

random stuff: i feel so dead now. i just want to get over it, and enjoy my sleep!

just came home from toa payoh. damn shagged now, even though i didn't do much other than the 2 full topics of chemistry for today and highlighting notes and stuff. didn't touch my maths at all though i brought them out to lib today.

nothing much today, except that i see more peeps sleeping in library openly nowadays. in the past few days, the security guard has to act as an alarm clock to wake all sleepy patrons up. and let me write a bit about my learning journal today.

"today, i learnt
THE GASEOUS STATE
PV=nRT

the assumptions of kinetic theory of gases
- volume of gas molecules is negligible compared with that of container
- no forces of attraction between gas molecules

real gas deviates from ideal gas behaviour because
- molecule of a real gas has a definite molecular size
- forces of attraction between gas molecules

real gas behaves ideally at:
- High temperatures: molecules have higher kinetic energy and hence have sufficient energy to oversome effect of intermolecular forces
- Low pressures: volume occupied by gas is large and the gas molecules are well spaced out. Thus, volume of the gas molecules becomes negligible compared to the volume of gas.

CHEMICAL EQUILIBRIUM
Le Chatelier's principle: if a system in equilibrium is subjected to a change which disturbs the equilibrium, the system responds in such a way to counteract the effect of change.

When pressure is increased, the position of equilibrium shifts to the right as to reduce the pressure by decreasing no. of gas molecules.

(For endothermic)
As temperature increases, equilibrium shifts to the right to favour the exothermic reaction so as to produce some heat and result in less products formed."


damn tired now. good nitex

knock me some senses.

random stuff: got pwned by mr tan this morning

now i feel the kick of doing physics :D

byeee!!!

this world is damn small.

random stuff: now i see familiar faces again at toa payoh. the peeps dont change, but the stuff they study change!

went to tpy library to study today. made a new friend today - weng lun (leon's classmate). we mugged our own subjects in the morning - WL mug for chem, leon mug for phy and i mug for econs (ms tiong wanted to see me at 1pm.) while we were mugging, i saw sandy at the corner with someone else. apparently she never saw me at all, though i tried signalling to her once. only realised it when i talked to her just now online. haha. guessed she almost forgot about me because i never talked to her for 1 year plus. i also saw hansel, apparently he seemed shocked to see me in library to study, me too. he's the slacker type who do last minute revision and got into VJ. grrrr

went off at 12.30pm. i knew i was going to be late for consultation, so i tried to go to jj via the expressway by taking 985 and transfer. however, i was still late for 40 minutes, because i overslept on bus again. argh! what a sickening habit of mine. ran to school, and when i reached, ms tiong was already going through the last question of case study. never mind, since i have already studied for econs yesterday. went through some monetary and fiscal policy stuff and how it affects BOP and how to solve the 4 macroeconomic problems etc. left jj at around 3pm and went back to tpy lib. i almost overslept on the bus again. blehx.


as sleepy as the driver.

when i reached the library, i cant find leon and WL, and only realised they went out to play with their classmates at the arcade above macs. good job. i studied alone for like 30 minutes before they came back, and we took the corner seats once they were vacant. we mugged and mugged, and suddenly we talked about the peeps in NY whom i know of, and yvonne lim (my sec sch mate and their classmate) was the highlight of the day. we highlighted every part of her, from her physical appearance to her character. then we saw 3 empty seats at one table (the other seat was occupied by a gal). initially i asked them whether they wanted to shift there, but WL didn't dare to sit down as he felt it's quite scary for a gal to be surrounded by 3 guys suddenly. so we didn't in the end. continued talking and mugging until one table was completely vacant before we sat down.


on the table; ain't allowed to book seats, but some others still do it. grrr

then ah lau msg leon. think he's too bored, so he tried asking us out for dinner at night. agreed, and we mugged for 30 minutes before we went out. settled for kolo mee with abalone (sounds damn high-class eh?) and he really treated us each with a cup of aloe vera plus the noodles. thanks a lot ah lau, haha.

thanks for the food!

he also shared with us his experience being a "high-class cleaner" at raffles place. damn funny sia. need to wear suit and bring along a briefcase to work. went to yakun kaya toast and talked for more. while we were crapping stuff, one guy actually drove a crane along the passageway of HDB hub. so big! haha. we were all staring at the crane, but ah lau stared at the little girl who was accompanying her dad on the crane. omg paedophile! ahha jkjk. continued chatting till 10.30pm, and we left home.

and tomorrow's gonna be hectic too, mr tan's gonna see me for consultation for physics!
(lazy to upload photos. haha)

live from queenstown library.

random stuff: queenstown library is damn cold! *shivers*

now at queenstown library. been here since 3pm. the library is damn empty, and i don't see many muggers around. guess it's rather desserted due to its location.


queenstown library

today was a rather slightly constructive day, having done all my chemistry organic chem tutorials and brushed up a bit of macroecons stuff. but i doubt i am doing enough to achieve my desired grades for mid year, because i seem to have doubts in a lot of stuff. save me. i know it's not a levels yet, but still. i still need the momentum to start studying and prepare for my a levels. i need pacing. studying alone will instead make me slack more, just like what i am doing now.

today was a rather ordinary day, except maybe one stuff that can be highlighted. that is, sara jie got harrassed by one sicko pervert. apparently that horny guy listed jie as the girl he wanna fuck most among the forum peeps. that's damn gross, furthermore he termed my jie as his "baobei". what a fucker he is.

tried to track him down, and came up with a few names. but i don't think i should jump to conclusions while investigations are still being conducted. looked at the profile of that clone, and found out that he's consistently typing the same year of birth for every of his account. 1989. (and coincidentally that bastard is of the same age as me, i found that out.) seeked lao niang (retired policewoman) for help. she told me to tell my jie to be wary, and if a PM was being sent to her by the sicko, she should call the police immediately.

i tried to play mind games with that sicko. he still got the balls to play with me. then jie appeared out of nowhere and take that sicko down. but the sicko tried to retaliate by saying mushy stuff to her. in the end a threat to report to the police was made, and that sicko vanished from nowhere at that point of time. jie then made copies of the pages that had attacks by the sicko being directed at her. i guess she killed one tree down after printing those stuff.

what a fool the guy is. nothing better to do and serves him right! haha.

still freezing cold. brrr... gonna have lim kopi session with jared and jo @ clementi later.

[EDIT: 2328hrs]
went on to meet jared and jo at clementi hawker centre. jo was still busy eating katong laksa when i called him, so i went to meet jared first. had one bowl of laksa, and it tastes ordinary. no strong taste of coconut and the cockles they use doesn't seem fresh to me. blehx. i want my katong, and only 328 katong, laksa! urgh.

jo arrived at 9pm. finally. and he's holding a O2 atom now (the last time i saw him he was using a hp ipaq). damn rich sia he. change pda everytime i see him. had satay, 7 sticks per person. this satay isn't any ordinary chicken, mutton or beef satay; it's pork satay! never heard before, but now i know where to get pork satay. and the stall only sells pork satay and nothing else! i wonder how they survive on selling pork satays and earn their income. pork satay was damn delicious! there's a bit of sweetness in the meat and it's damn crunchy and juicy! nice. ordered sugar cane and we talked about our sec sch lives. jo told us about the life in new town and how notorious the sch is. with fighting cases and one student even had his front row of teeth knocked off from the jaws. scary. while he was sharing his story, his friend (a gal) msg him to ask him to gay-lang (purposely spelt this way by her) with her tomorrow night! wow. jared and i were jealous. haha. jo really has karma for such things eh. then he told me that he has jolene's number! but i dont think i should add, unless he intro her to me. wahahha!

left at about 10pm. jared went the other way home. jo and i walked to the bus stop to take 154 towards eunos. on the bus we saw 2 of jo's juniors having long hair. their hair is damn frickin long la, but jo told me in NTSS it's normal, because of a slacking DM. no wonder NTSS becomes an even sloppy school now. jo got off at sunset way while i took all the way to toa payoh to meet vic to return his stuff. went home on 88 from there. damn tired. and i have to see ms tiong only at 1 pm. that means i have to leave toa payoh lib tmr at 12.20 and go back earliest at 3.10. argh. I WANT MORNING SLOT!

anyway... to zhenghui: get well soon! ^^ must see doc!

nocturnal owl

random stuff: i ain't attacking. i ain't blaming anyone, but time simply sucks. changes through time all suck. sucks big time! My personalDNA Report

just got home. physically tired but mentally active. today's the 2nd time that i reached home after 12 midnight for this year.

was out of house since 11am. junliang and leon were trying to contact me repeatedly through my handphone, but it happened that i turned it to silent mode and couldn't hear the ring while i was asleep. then junliang finally called me up, but through my house number. i forgot when i gave my house number to him already. lol.

had lunch at KFC at rivervale mall. as usual, 2 pc chicken meal, changed the whipped potato to fries, upsized the drink, and bought a tub of 50-cent cheese. junliang and leon saw what i ordered, and followed suit. and while eating, they were complaining that the cheese was way too much and couldn't finish them up. so i ended up helping them to clear them all! so full. hah. studied my maths, did my vectors. it seems that i haven't touched maths for a long time since before the hols because i forgot how to press the calculator! oh damn it. still asked them how to do some questions which required only simple understanding and stuff =x and also, there's also a dog in the kfc! it seems as if the owner's gonna buy the meal for it!


woof! my meal my meal!

while studying there, some nchs peeps passed by and talked to both JL and leon for 2 times at least, and they were annoyed by the fact that those guys were tempting them to attend their sec sch class BBQ. it's also good to be ps-kias for once, because the night activity was much more better, and they need not waste their energy and time cook their own food too. anyway we came across this signboard outside. no men allowed!


no men allowed XD

left at 5.30. walked all the way from rivervale mall to compass point. it doesnt seem that far though it was located about 5 bus stops away. asked phil down with his laptop, but apparently it's out of batt. doesn't really make a diff. so leon went to phil's house to check for any last minute PM sent to him and JL followed me to rivervale plaza to buy stuff. we bought some stuff, ranging from anything, watever to cod fish and even sour preservatives such as dried orange and sour plums.


kangkar LRT. think i havent been here since 2 years ago.

went to meet some others back at sengkang via the LRT and travelled to thanggam. we walked to the same prata shop that i have visited a few weeks back and had our dinner. had my usual stuff, just that i ordered one more milo dino and the sight of peiqi's ice cream prata in front of me was damn tempting. but i succeeded in overcoming my temptations! haha.


everyone's anticipating to eat.


ice cream prata!

after meal time, it was games time. took out all the stuff that JL, leon and i bought. we tried mixing the ingredients into a small paper cup. and then we played the "guess-the-number" game. whoever guessed the number correctly would have to do a forfeit by drinking the concoction and eating up the solid residue left! most of the players complained that the sour preservatives and cod fish were damn disgusting, and peiqi even put in lemon while she was trying to concoct a mixture. i spammed redbull tonic drink into the mixture to make it taste worse. haha. we played, until the last round when most of the stuff were emptied and darren was the "lucky" one, because he guessed the number correctly at the first try immediately after the number was being set. serves him right for shouting "44"! haha.


what's this?


all the junk

went to serangoon with darren, ah lau and phil after playing the last round of the game because the place was filled up with customers and quite a number of peeps were actually waiting for us to leave. others went home and we rode on a non aircon mk 2 on 103. the feeling was damn nostalgic and cooling, because of the chilling wind blowing at my face, together with the kampong ambience at jalan kayu. so nice! supposed to have a lim kopi session but the kopitiams were all filled up with pax. so we had no choice but to go macs. had ice cream cone there and we had a random chit chat session until 12 plus when i had to catch the last bus to reach home. and they accompanied me to the bus stop before hopping elsewhere to have their desserts and chit chat session.

tired. yawns.

with my camera, my laptop and me

random stuff: the photographer and a digital artist. and after all i ain't a true science person.

went to study at national library today in the afternoon. brushed up my physics stuff because my conceptual knowledge is damn weak. seriously i can't afford to flunk any subs this time round.

vic came to library and tempt me again. damn. now he's got photoshop on his laptop and i couldn't resist the temptation and edited one photo. took me 3 hours to do it...


from this...

to this. obviously SBST has no DAFs

give me any pictures and i will help you edit to what suits you. (: anyway, found one exhibit in the library about the history of the libraries in singapore. didn't realised yio chu kang had library for once during the 1950s!


exhibits!

and i didn't got a chance to take one interesting architectural shot until just now...


it's getting me dizzy!

gonna meet up with friends whom i haven't seen for a long time tomorrow and study with them at sengkang! =D


and this is where i gonna spend my night at.

stop speaking to me in mandarin.

random stuff: please, spare me from speaking mandarin.

yea. control me please.

i felt that ever since i entered jj, i had spoken 90% of my sentences in mandarin. that is fucking loads seriously. just now i saw my sec sch friend victor (yeo). he just finished canoeing training and when i started a convo with him in mandarin, he replied straightaway to me in english and asked me why i spoke to him in mandarin in the first place when i spoke to him in english in sec sch usually. initially i thought he was being influenced by NJ peeps (most of them are english-speaking), but i recalled back to my sec sch days. i really spoke more english as compared to mandarin then. back in the days during my sec sch era, i spoke english mostly to my friends because they used english to interact usually, except to some of my friends who are more chinese-oriented and in the top higher chinese band classes. now i found myself speaking mandarin in 9 out of 10 sentences, and the 1 sentence that i spoke in english was usually to malays and seah's co. that's really pathetic. i can't keep on speaking mandarin in school, but if the peeps keep on interacting with me in mandarin, it's quite rude for me to reply them in english instead. urgh.

anyway met up with vic (lim - my bud) and kenny at bishan and went to eat at katong.


we went to the one which had air-conditioned dining area.

it has been quite a long time since i went katong to eat. guessed it has been 3 years since i last came for meals. we ordered some food and it was vic's treat today! =D


laksa and teh peng! nice!

we ordered a bowl of laksa costing $4 each. and teh peng. woots! ate already, but still wanted to try more! the gravy was simply scrumptious! or rather, simply beyond words. not gonna be a spoiler here. and we also ordered rojak after we finished the laksa.


rojak!

we spent our time trying to use the picks to poke at the beansprouts and failed to do so. we ended up using spoon to scoop them up. haha what a bunch of losers are we =P


everything's gone!

finished our food. haha. and we went off to the bus stop about 800 metres away. on the way there we saw some unique shophouses and i took some photos of them.


old shophouses


i think i just saw another katong laksa outlet!


indeed it is! the first outlet of katong laksa!


esso petrol kiosk @ night.

went home from the bus stop near the kiosk. reached home at around 9.15pm and saw the pasar malam downstairs. some of the stuff reminded me of my childhood days.


the air pump-ed castle!


and the rides!

really missed riding them loads, but i cant ride now. boo.

back from cdc chalet

Random stuff: THANKS guys who pinned me down and smear COLGATE all over my head!

just came back from camp. frickin tired. slept halfway while blogging and in the end got a good scolding by dad for not switching off the power overnight. =x

anyway cdc camp was fun, except of some black sheeps. (black sheeps referring to those who were trying to show elitism within the camp - those "greenies" on 1st day and "oranges" on 2nd day) shall not comment much on them, but those bitches and bastards left the camp on 2nd day afternoon and never attended the ceremony. thank dm lee for sacking those sc and blasted the rest in the phone.

day 1:

the ferris wheel - yet to be opened.

departed jj at 3.20pm and reached fairy point bungalow at about 4pm.



unpacked all the stuff and preparations and by the time we finished it, it was already 7. had our dinner at the chalet since ms alvina didn't approve us of having night activities after 7 (and that seriously sucks). then seeked permission from sharifah mdm to go out with ernest and roger (because i know my way out), and we went to changi village and bought our stuff and had some kind of supper there. we had desserts and satay and ernest gave up queueing up for nasi lemak. haha. then we tried to find homosexuals at the carpark but failed to. so we bought some fries and liquor and went back to chalet by bus.


beers that i bought. 4 kinds. haha


went back, and i saw seah arriving with red wine to celebrate my birthday. went to the room and tried to open the cork.


13% volume alcohol

all of a sudden, some officers came into the room to do a spot check and seah dumped the cup outside the window and one of the officers shouted "boy, no littering" but i think he just closed one eye. martin then tried to hid this bottle in the drain behind the house.


nice spot to hide eh?

when the all-clear signal was given (the officers went to changi village to eat), we went back to our room and drank the red wine with some others. nice wine. haha.


bottle, cork and wine.


when we finished drinking, seah decided to visit old changi hospital before going home, so seah and i accompanied him together with vincent, ernest and zhenghan. walked one big round before realising OCH is just 10 metres away from the chalet! we walked up hendon road and it was damn dark and spooky. cold winds blew against us. walked to the end of hendon road and saw the building. due to limited lights, i was unable to take many photographs of the area. the ground was filled with shattered debris such as glass pieces and leaves. vandalism was all over the place.


vandalism no. 1


vandalism no. 2

all those vandals tried to scare peeps off, but they seemed to exaggerate things too much. the A&E department was already demolished and that was the "highlight" of the OCH. went back to the chalet and chiong mahjong overnight with my mini mahjong set.


we played on the stool


and created a mess out of it.

chiong-ed mahjong till 3am when i knocked out. was supposed to order mac delivery but i ended up sleeping till 8am in the morning. urgh. missed my sunrise shot!!!

day 2:
woke up at 8am. slacked around because there was no breakfast till 10am. everyone was hungry. we had our activities and all and i facilitated the j1 activities. shall not talk much about it since it's gonna be a long mundane list of activities such as egg throwing, building tallest building with straws, planning the CSSP project and CSI activities. (and i need sharifah to send me the photos so that i can blog them!) and i was being COLGATE-ed by the guys and they pinned me down hard onto the ground and zh smeared toothpaste all over my head. damn! and gals were all laughing while watching. never mind, i give u all chance to do wierd stuff to me since you guys had no chance to tekan me on my birthday. haha.

after the presentation of certs, it was dinner time! EXTREMELY HUNGRY!


dinner time. let's go!



zheng hui and food.



stuff to be bbq-ed



DM lee wants to eat!



team building activities with food. haha.

while they were still having a BBQ, ernest and zhi hong went with me to walk at the boardwalk to see what's at the end of it. we saw the jetty and it was sunset! a consolation for my missing sunrise shot.


does it look like some kampong life?


it's still better to be in this chalet, clear view of sunrise and sunset!

walked back to the chalet, and they were still enjoying food!


mmm... how much food left?


and then everyone left!


went for video screening to watch what we have done over these 2 days. fun and laughter, joy and tears. thanks sharifah for admitting me into cdc or i will be left nowhere because XAC closed down already.

before we left, here are some of the final shots i took at the chalet before leaving.



nice blanket


common feature in aloha changi. double locks.


bye to the room i slept and slacked in.


last shot for memories.

bye aloha changi. hope to be back in dec!