i hate emo. fuck off.

random stuff: emo screws my life up.

on the verge of collapsing. for once, i feel like committing suicide, hiding myself away from embarrassment. so awful. so pathetic. so terrible. emo's driving me fucking crazy now.

thanks to emo, i screwed all my papers up. i don't think i should disclose what my results are like; they just suck and don't seem to reflect my results at all. i cant even concentrate while doing the papers. fuck emo. damn you. can you just stay away from me?

it's damn pathetic to see yourself being the only one who screwed everything up when others did well. and it's also worrying when you are scoring marks on the wrong side of the points system. my pride was stabbed, so hard that i felt as if i was gonna be dead.

i really felt that my jc life is being wasted away. i am doing subjects which i ain't interested in. i am suffering with all those subjects that i need to score. i am just feeling fucking terrible. dont complain if you got so many projects to do. I RATHER DO MORE PROJECTS AND STUFF THAT I AM INTERESTED IN THAN TO DO SO MUCH OF SHIT ACADEMIC STUFF WHICH I DON'T THINK IT'S USEFUL IN FUTURE. FUCK THOSE PEEPS WHO KEEP COMPLAINING THAT THEY HAVE TOO MUCH PROJECTS AND WHINE LIKE HELL. FUCK PEEPS WHO KEEP BACKSTABBING OTHERS. FUCK THOSE WHO ARE SO INDECISIVE AND END UP WHINING HERE AND THERE.

FUCK EVERYTHING THAT MAKES ME EMO. FUCK YOU ALL. PERIOD.