it's just feeling vexed. awful.

first time in my life that i just dont feel like going online at night. so vexed.

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yesterday chairman k asked me, "need help in transferring school?"

oh my god. i admit i am TEMPTED to transfer. but if i transfer i might not really adapt to the people in the new school. and i will feel bad if i leave jj now. there are quite a number of people who have made a difference in my life in jj.

weihao: he's the one who have helped me out the most. he is my study partner in jj since last year. without him, i think i wont know so much people in jj. he's just like a linking bridge, linking me to other parts of the student body in jj. had he not gotten a spare OGL form last October, i dont think i will even become an OGL and still remain as a low profile guy and being a muddlehead in school.

seah and co: they are very trustworthy. they are people who offered me help when i am in need. they are there too to motivate me and make my life in jj enjoyable. still remembered the times when we played badminton immediately after physics lecture and spraying CO2 randomly using the fire extinguisher. and i will remember them for sitting beside me with my class during lectures and we crapped until we got complained by my classmates.

edmund: he's always the one who i can talk to in school, because of the common lessons we have as compared to seah and co. he's out-going and i think both of us share too many things in common. we always got into trouble into chairman koh at the same time and in the end he meets up with me just to get back our ez link. we are the underperformers because we come from prestigious schools and our results in jj suck. i have been reminding him the fact that we cant lose out to too many neighbourhood school peeps because we wont know where are we going to throw our face at. next time let's go do some serious study after your rugby season ends!

og27: this group of J1s during the 1st 3 months are indeed great people. the first group of juniors whom i have made friends with in jj. they helped to fill in the gaps when i am free and i just simply find them great. we had joy, we had fun. from playground near JP to toy s'rus. hanging out in town quite frequently. but, it seems that all these things are now already a passe. sigh.

conclusion... i guess i wont be transferring. but neither will i be sticking to my class timetable since chairman koh has already granted me a special pass to do my own studies. i think i will make full use of that pass and i am going to create my OWN timetable =))

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damn, it's raining cats and dogs now. hope it stops by 10, because i wanna go out! anyway let's have a quick look at how mh looks like now...