i am so inconsequential

i am a sucker
everything i do all suck in the end

i am a loser
i cant seem to do anything right

i am a rubbish bin
all sorts of shit are targetted at me

i am insignificant
everything is more important than i am

i am a punching bag
i take in all sorts of attacks

i am annoying
all the things i do pisses everyone off

i am a puppet
for everyone to pull my strings

i am a junk
everyone dumps me when i am of no use

i am a failure
fail to please anyone at all times

i am a saddist
i like to see sufferings and pain

i am a mask
hiding all my scars behind others

i am insensitive
making others hurt accidentally all the time

i am invisible
and i should jolly well fuck off

afterall, my life is a joke to others.
and i have lost my pride and dignity to live.