de novo. let's start anew

There is this special someone
That I dedicate this poem to
Because she helps with all my stupid shit
And has known what I'm going through

Now, I am a cheerful person
Can always make you smile
But sometimes it goes away
Every once and for a while

Yes, I'm going through hard times
And I'm being stubborn as hell
But if I would just listen to her
I think I would be well

My problems are normal
Just like what others had though
But I am tired of having them
Enough is enough, I said to you

Back to the person
who this goes out to
I don't know what I would do
Right now if I didn't have you

Usually I have someone
That someone who does care
But now she is gone
And to a place somewhere

It was so nice of you
To come right into my life
Especially helping me through
All of my pain and strife

I don't know what I can do
And I don't know what I can say
But what I really do know
Is you've helped me always

In reality what I really wanted
Was for someone to care
I really wanted someone to notice
That my life was in despair

And once again I made you hurt
With all those shit i did to you
And really sorry for the trouble I made
Please forgive me for the things I do

I wished time could just turn back
And let memories stay alive
Because I really miss those times
The times how we spent our lives

Thank you for your advice
Thank you for helping me out
Even if you didn't know what to say
Or if you didn't know what it was about

So what I wish for now
To keep our friendship strong
Let bygones be bygones
And let us start our lives anew