i just cant fucking concentrate.

fucked up. i just cant fucking concentrate on my studies. so fucking stressed up.

i just want a fucking puff right now. but i just couldnt bring myself to do it. i know i cant, but the temptation is just too fucking great for me to resist. luckily granny's not living with me or i will surely be taking a fucking puff right now while typing this fucking shit.

today is so fucked up. fucked up by PC. fucked up by econs. fucked up by others. fucked up at myself. i hate myself. i dont know what is the fucking purpose of living this fucked up life.

dont think i should continue fucking in this post. or others will be fucking pissed by what i am writing this fucking shit right now. fucked. gonna take some fucking panadols to get myself fucked up. argh fuck it.

hope by the time i fucking come back i will stop this fucking shit by fucking around.

- signed off with a fucking bye -