dreadful.

bad day.

i don't know what has happened in the past few weeks. things seemed to have changed a lot. now i no longer seem to look forward to meet my og members at the sofa. i don't know why.

this morning when i went to the sofa, i saw cy stone and tim. cy was talking to her friend cheryl while tim and stone are stoning. i tried to talk to stone and tim, but i was stuck in thinking what topic to say. i seemed to be drifting away. it just doesn't feel right. ended up asking if they are free on wed to eat dinner with mh because mh's going into tekong on thurs morning. but they gave a rather passive response which i don't really wish to elaborate on further. then weihao came. tried to keep myself active by talking to him since i don't know what to do other than stoning there. then sebas came to the sofa. tried my best to persuade him to go for dinner since i just hope that mh will have a good farewell dinner before he departs for tekong.

and i went back to find seah and co (sac). silently walked off from sofa. at least i could keep myself busy with craps. i realised something. i enjoy being in their company much more than being with my og now. i seemed to be able to express freely with sac. by doing lots of random shits like playing with the fire extinguisher and burning pocky biscuits in LT5. somehow i can't bring myself to the fact that i just cant fit into the og well now as compared to the past.

anw maths test today seems rather screwed. i almost forgot about integration by parts. bad.

-signed off -
[\ŧhé.šρЧ/]™ i missed the past.